I have the tendency to be quite obsessive and last week a new obsession was born, or more one of fascination. Last weekend my sister made us sit down and watch the movie elephant which pissed me off because I was missing xfactor. It was loosely based on the Columbine shootings. So after watching we starting researching what really happened, becoming totally entrapped in the mystery of the unknown. Like dumbfounded. I found an ad for zero day on youtube after watching CCTV footage of eric and dylan in the school-and listening to the 911 calls~I love the internet it feeds my insanity~and It's the best movie I've seen in so long. It just moistens enough but not too much so that your still left with space for more. Even the trailer is perfect. There's a few movies that seem to seep within my pores and never leave. They give off a scent or a warmth that just stay with you and flutter when you see something that reminds you of it. It's a different way of looking like the way someones lips move or the way the shadow of a tree moves across the front of the house across the road. That pink dribble falling from the bite of a watermelon. Do you see where it falls or does it disappear like a spider in a crack in the wall. That's the point though. It never fully disappears.
So this movie is one that's instilled with me. And the story of Eric and Dylan will forever, captivate me, it's like when your mum first tells you about space. You just can't get your head around it. And you sit in the back of the car with white noise surrounding you trying to fathom how we are tiny tiny people in this unknown universe.
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